Life Update 5 TW: Depression
Hello internet. It has been a while since I have posted, hasn't it? There's been a lot going on and to be honest, I've been grieving. My depression has been so bad that I have thought of looking into either therapy or counseling. The cause? Imagine you have this best friend. You feel as though they are a part of your soul and you can't imagine life without them. Since my post about the bookstore, I have lost that friend. Even now, I'm still grieving and heartbroken but her silence has spoken volumes of where our friendship stood for her. To recant what happened briefly, I house sat for her. Did everything that I was supposed to do. At the same time, I was battling my health and fell asleep instantly when I was texting her. During the brief, moment that I was asleep, she called me once and messaged me twice, whereas my family and boyfriend called me multiple times on different platforms (my cell, discord, messenger, etc.). She accused me of doing inappropriate thing...